My life

2009-10-04T08:11:00.000-07:00

I feel man are fearful. We're afraid to lose. When i

say this, it is because this generation is missing fathers.

Fathers who doesn't know how to be fathers. So

then when will the fathers learn how to be fathers?

It has said in the book of Malachi 4:5.

Spiritual warfare. What do we christian do? Sit

and get whack or stand and fight?

Do we even know what is spiritual warfare?

Do we even know how to stand up and fight in the spiritual realm?

Do we know the bible enough to fight the war?

Are we being lazy?

Allow me to share a story.

Walking along the alley of Fable street. It's cold and I'm tired. Just

as I was hoping to meet someone nice, N.A.STY and S.A.Tan appeared

with his companion.

Not knowing who I was dealing with, I fought back.

They are strong 'I told myself.'

One of them has a tongue that speaks of lies that'll

discourage you. The other one has a special ability to make you

see things that are not true.

I was not doing very good.

The fight went on for a few hours. It was a hard fight.

Just as I thought I was winning.

My body and mind gets distracted and I was hit.

I fell to the ground with a loud bang.

They laugh at me.

All of a sudden, I heard a voice from a distance. It was

dark and my eyes were not seeing clearly. I

heard the voice saying this

"Away you bullies. I am his Father."

With a hand He stretched out, held me up and lead

me to a near by stair case to take a breath.

After a few minutes, I regain my sight and thoughts.

I see no one. Just me and my bible flip open to

the page where Jesus died and rose again.

2009-09-29T11:17:00.001-07:00

How far would you go for something you love?

Just to post something in my blog.

I'm like so waiting for a free time to update

my blog and revamp it.

Soon....

2009-09-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

It creeps in when you lest expect it.

It dwells in it until you do something to it.

It brings thoughts of fear to you.

It revels your darkest inner secrets which no one knows.

It laugh at you when you are being bounded by it.

It destroys your freedom.

Made Me Glad

I will bless the Lord forever
I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
He has set my feet upon a rock
I will not be moved
And I'll say of the Lord

You are my shield, my strength
My portion, deliverer
My shelter, strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in heaven but You
There's none I desire beside You
You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord

You are my shield, my strength
My portion, deliverer
My shelter, strong tower
My very present help in time of need

I declare this in my life. Who can

take away my life when I have You

O Lord my God,

I reject it because I know that I have a

BIG HEAVENLY FATHER GOD.

There's not one word in the song that I

dislike. This song is so true.

2009-09-17T00:04:00.000-07:00

It has been very long since I post something.
I think i shall keep this blog active once again.

A breath of fresh air, a new season began.
Words like pen knife's blade.
If you aren't careful about it, it'll cut you.

One week break is arriving and touching down at the
departure terminal on 21st sep 09.
And with a blink of an eye, it'll fly away.
How sad.

Going to school is very enjoyable to me now
Not that I dislike holidays.
Going to school now allows me to connect.
It allows me to see the imperfectness of myself and humans.
Turning my eyes to the PERFECT KING.

I need a new DSLR 50D camera body.

Alright back to photo montage.

Exhibition next thursday and submission of

work for exhibition is on tuesday.

Wondering if I'm able to go Pula Ubin.

2008-10-12T09:46:00.000-07:00

Been long since i update.
Anyway semester 1 ending soon.
Assessment coming soon.
Loads of work to do.

Well i don't think many of us is still updating blogs except
Ying Nuo.

I love THE OC!!
But it can't happen in real life. Its
only a story and drama show. Its
living in fantasy and dreamland.
If only life is like this.

Well got to sleep.

Night world.

2008-08-16T10:09:00.001-07:00

2008-08-03T21:29:00.000-07:00

enjoy it. its nice

2008-07-31T07:53:00.000-07:00

Alright I am done with the project I
was working on.

Virtuous Woman

Well it can be prophetic.

Peace out

2008-07-31T03:45:00.000-07:00

Alright I'm not done with this piecei'm working on.
I kinda find it beautiful so I'm posting
this half finish piece first.

Peace out

2008-07-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

Well bounded with this thing call
hives. It disappear and appear
around my body. Sometimes
it swell up my body and face too. Man
the itchy feeling is super ahhhh..

Anyway God sure got my attention in
going back to praying in tongues.
Stopped listening to christian songs for awhile
and now listening back to christian
songs is so refreshing and soothing.

And i think i'l stop gym for a week.. Maybe just
go and burn some fats. Shall not over work
myself this time.

peace out

2008-07-25T21:11:00.000-07:00

For insight, I bought this book
because I like the color of
the cover, the design and the
HERO metal plate.

If anyone of you is curious whether its
nice, I've only started reading it yesterday.

Sat afternoon is always the time
I enjoy most. When is comes to 2 plus it
ain't that interesting coz I know that the day
is ending soon.

peace out

2008-07-24T02:21:00.000-07:00

Was learning and playing around with
a photoshop tutorial and created this.

Raining late afternoon.

peace out

2008-07-23T10:41:00.000-07:00

Anyway school is starting next
month. Frankly, I wanted school
to start but I assume I'll be busy with loads
of work.

O well.. I suppose that's life.

Can't wait for 2nd season!!!!

'Serena van der Woodsen'
'Blair Waldorf'
'Jenny Humphrey'

'Nate Archibald'
'Chuck Bass'
''Dan Humphrey'

Of all these 3 girls. hmm.. I prefer
Serena van der Woodsen.. If Blair Waldorf's
character and personality isn't that bad
I would like her. Too bad..
But I like Dan Humphrey more then
the other 2 guys. :)

Anyway bed's calling.

peace out

2008-07-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

What is really in your heart??
Your outer appearance may be different
from your heart.
So what is true?
Isn't it easy to deceive
people with just the actions you do.
What comes out from your mouth
is the picture of your heart.
The 3 things that are demonic
in God's eyes.
Domineering, Addiction
These are the 2. Can't remember the
third one.

That's the sermon from today

Refresh

Peace out

2008-07-18T23:14:00.000-07:00

Chill saturday afternoon.
Yesterday evening was Go4th. I wonder
if I'm doing missions in Singapore
or am I getting too comfy here.
I was rather reluctant to
attend the conference.
It's like attending a worship conference
where all of us come together and
do our thing.

Hearing missions
from Loren Cunningham was funny.
I really respect him for being one
of the people who pioneer
this YWAM.
One guy to change mankind.
'cheesy' haha..

Linking back to what this 40 day fast
and Go4th conference.
The poor is out there.
Is Singaporeans poor in money?
Or poor in friendship?
Or poor in knowledge?
Or poor in Talent?
Or poor in handling family?
Or poor in raising kids to become adults who
have good attitudes, character?

I suppose until Jesus is back, everywhere
on tiny planet earth is poor.

peace out.

2008-07-15T10:45:00.000-07:00

HEALER

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

I trust in You
I trust in You

I believe You’re my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You’re my Portion
I believe You’re more than enough for me
Jesus You’re all I need

My Healer, You’re my Healer

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

Never have i felt this freedom before. A burden which
I've been holding for 8 years in my heart was released
today during the man's group. I feel
so free and light. Something which I realize
today.

I've never believe that opening up and sharing
deep things in a group could set you free.
Until today during our man's group. I was
contemplating whether to share or
not. But on the other hand I wanted freedom
so much. The Holy Spirit reminded me
that by sharing, I'm actually preventing
satan from doing more harm to me. Because
my brothers know about my issue. After knowing
that, I just spoke up and shared.
After that we prayed and there was just
a spirit of freedom and joy.
It feels like there's nothing to hide from anyone.

Peace out!

2008-07-13T09:05:00.000-07:00

Sunday was a fun day. No work, no worries, no
one to nag at you, no money lenders to chase after you
for money, no quarrel, no argument etc.
Because it's a SABBATH day!!!

haha...

Jyc was fun. Looking at the young
ones playing and having fun. And
and and

JYC CAMP IS IN NOV!!!

1 WEEK CAMP!!!

SIGN UP NOW!!!

Advert good huh. haha.

Well i'm trying to be productive with
what i'm studying.

Anyway back writing proper stuff.

Alright I got to go sleep.
Hope Tml I can wake up at 7 to pray
coz that's what i'm fasting.
Waking up ealy. Hasn't been doing
good on that.

OH OH.. Someone just say She will
bless me go popping class in O School!
Thank God.

Alright.

Peace Out.

2008-07-12T09:09:00.000-07:00

Its a bright blue blue saturday. It was eventful.

Finding for a program to convert videos

into mp4 format was quite uneasy. Out of 5

programs which I downloaded, only 1 or 2 are useable.

The other 3 or 4 need to do some signing

and paying here and there.

O wells. That's the business world.

Money Money Money

Its so funny in a rich man's world.

haha. haha.

SMU Dance Garage was a hit. It was

Great. The choreograph was good.

2 of them are from O school. The rest are from

different crews.

Alright that's the program for today.

Anyway I can't wait to get my new com.

Upgrading to a higher and newer

computer. Making me worried are

my parents. They kinda give me the

yes we'll bless you with a new computer. But their

tone is like unwanting to. But then when I ask them

they say they are ok with it. So they

are playing mind games with me?

Playing with psychology.

Still praying for them to receive Christ and

wanting them to make new friends. Which I think

its the hardest thing on earth for them to do. People

will say God can God can. They can say but

why don't they come and befriend

with my parents instead.

I wonder.

O well.

Wondering who will be the last one in my age group to get a girlfriend.

haha.

I'm off.

Peace out

2008-07-11T09:54:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since I've blogged.
Many things have happen and is happening.

Mainly fasting has been a challenged. Fast the
things we're fasting from. Not easy esp when
you are fasting waking up early everyday.
Been waking up like 1 or 2 hr later then my
appointed time to wake up. Darn.
Disappointed. :(

The thursday has been quiet in these few
months. Because of fasting? hmmm.
I wonder. haha.

Life at 25 is really going fast and
furious. Wonder if I can cope.
Anyway silly me thinking these things.

Cell was alright. Nothing fantastic happen.
No drama happen. No one got
tao pok "anton". hehe... No one has yet
to treat the youth cell for dinner. No
drastic thing has happen.

Well sch is starting soon. Wonder if i have
to drag myself to cell like last time. Ahhh.
Feeling pressure though. A bit weird right. School
not started yet but feelign the pressure already. I'm
crazy. haha.

But one thing i'm glad for this week is
my dad he taught me something about
life. Which i was waiting for many years.
But his tone of teaching me something new
was like he's singing Chinese opera. Voice loud
and sharp and a bit nazzle. Super irritating but
I am still glad he taught me. haha.

Anyway I hope things goes well with my life.

Peace out

2008-06-26T11:38:00.000-07:00

All I Want Is You

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want
Your story to remain untold

But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you'll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say you'll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...

This song is by U2

peace out

2008-06-24T10:25:00.000-07:00

With or without You

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
With or without you

How awesome are you God.
For You know the plans you have for me.

Peace out.

2008-05-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

Watch this video.
Its really funny and sad.
Those who play wow will understand.

2008-05-15T10:08:00.000-07:00

15 of may marks the day
my sister got married.

I am still facing and trying to believe that
my sis got married and no longer
staying with us.

Being alone at home seems much
lonelier without her her.

MISS HER LOTS!!

Will post the pics another day when i get my hands on them.

2008-05-13T09:46:00.000-07:00

Started work since 2 days ago. At
a design firm at telok ayer street.
The company name is E2 studio.
Am doing layout only. Not
very fanciful designs stuff. Anyway
I learn a lot of things from my boss.
And its not easy being a designer though.
Its challenging. But the $$ is good if you
got the right customers.

That's what I've been doing.

Thursday sister getting married = extra room.

hehe.

2008-05-06T22:21:00.000-07:00

One of my favorite bass soloist
and song.

STU HAMM!!

2008-05-06T10:51:00.000-07:00

Holidays are here!!

Waiting for the firms to call me
and give me the answers for a
3 month internship aka part time job.

= no call yet.

People say that jobs are hard to come by.
But for me, God I trust in You to
provide.

At the mean time.

Practice Practice

2008-04-28T07:16:00.001-07:00

This video seems like
God giving his son to die
for us when the guy gave his eyes to
the girl.

2008-04-28T06:20:00.000-07:00

Enjoy this video
&
don't be gross out
like I do.

2008-04-24T21:00:00.000-07:00

Incredible !!!!!
1 Minute painting.

2008-04-22T09:33:00.000-07:00

Had a day at home.. Finishing up
work for assessment on thursday.
Coming soon.. Its like tomorrow.!!!!

AHHHH!!!!

Anyway to met up with the
ETHNOS band members.
Went to Jo chean's home. Had coffee
and talk there. Really refreshing!!!

Do not get burned out because
you are doing too many things in
church. Don't get me wrong people.
I'm not saying don't serve in church.

I'm coming from if you are doing
too much in church and not spending
time with your family and not equipping yourself
with what God has called you to do and you are
feeling dry and forget who you are inside.
And your walk with God is not right.

There's more to come then
what i just mention. Will
wait for the next time.

Off I go to prepare my work.

What is God's call in your life?
Are you prepare or equipped for it?

2008-04-15T23:57:00.000-07:00

Melts me......

2008-04-10T10:08:00.000-07:00

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for You

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without You

With or without You
With or without You

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for You

With or without You
With or without You
I cant live
With or without You

And You give yourself away
And You give yourself away
And You give
And You give
And You give Yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And You give Yourself away
And You give Yourself away
And You give
And You give
And You give Yourself away

With or without You
With or without You
I cant live
With or without You

With or without You
With or without You
I cant live
With or without You
With or without You

This song is so meaningful. So much truth.
Jesus didn't die for us so we can
come and warm church or
jump church. He came so we can
know Him and redeem
the world and bring His people back
to Him.

Many times this Generation base its truth
on their feelings. How on earth are
you going to know God or redeem
the world if you base on that?

I was in that state of blindness
before. Thought of committing suicide.
Jumping off the building and ending
this life. I'll feel more freedom.
Well that was the past me.

Well this Generation listen up,
If you guys base your life on
feelings. You'll forever feel miserable and
you guys will never
feel the freedom. You got to break
free from that bondage to taste freedom,
joy, peace and fulfillment!
Its all about staying loyal and being
responsible and faithful to the
promise you made to God.

CHOICES!

2008-04-06T20:33:00.001-07:00

Are We Worlds Apart?

2008-04-06T09:27:00.000-07:00

My Father, if it is possible, may this cup
be taken from me. Yet not as
i will, but as You will.
'Matt 26:39'

Fact is stated that it is difficult
in this world. The race we're
running, the ministry we're
leading and are in.

We face discouragement, laziness,
unwillingness, peer pressure etc.

We can't go through all these!!!
Its just too hard for us.

The truth stated that God
will give us strength
and comfort and peace and joy etc.

Which one do we choose to go?
FACTS or TRUTH......

2008-04-06T09:03:00.000-07:00

Big guy with years of experience.

Kid playing the same song as the one above.

Anyway this post is dedicated to
the fashion designers in nafa.
Good job beautifuls.

They didn't do this

Someone else did this

They did this[below]

The guy in white wink and
smile at me after i took this picture.
What is he thinking??

May's design this piece.

Designers keep trusting God
coz that's where all the ideas
and inspiration came from.

Don't believe ask May, me and our friends.
We have great stories to let you hear.

2008-04-02T08:29:00.001-07:00

This is what happen if you let your kid learn
break dance when he is a baby.
He'll be like this.
Dope man.

2008-03-31T07:57:00.000-07:00

Highlight of day.

I was walking home from
the bus stop that i alighted. As
i was walking, I overheard a
student who studied near
a JC where i lived. Just
to clarify things, she spoke
too loud. Here is what
she said to a guy. And i suppose
they were talking about
pick up lines.

Girl: Hi can i have a raisin.

Guy: Errr... I don't have a raisin.

Girl: Then can I have a date?

Get it??

2008-03-28T23:15:00.000-07:00

I'll let my kid learn this next time..
start early and then be a professional.

2008-03-25T19:51:00.000-07:00

I love this!!
Truth will always be
that GOD IS GOOD.

2008-03-25T19:44:00.000-07:00

A Saviour who died for us so
we can be reconcile with God.
How good can it be.

People say easter is bunny and eggs.
But I say EASTER is about JESUS!!!
Crucify by His own people and
risen from the dead in 3 days.

EASTER IS ALL ABOUT JESUS!!

2008-03-25T09:37:00.000-07:00

Its has been months of
school work and learning new
things. Example, time management,
responsibility etc etc. 4 more
weeks till year 1 is over. Going
to miss my class mates and the time
in the basement doing work.
CLASS VS1C will always be in
my memories. Lots of fun time together
chilling and playing.

Anyway below is Miao's Birthday
at Tony Romas.

The birthday Girl.

OTHERS

The kid who won ben fong
in foos ball.

The FERRARIs

after photography class.
Funnest and nicest people I've known
in sch

One of the best guy friend
in sch who is so talented.

2008-03-18T21:38:00.000-07:00

Great Song
Excellent pictures of creation

2008-03-17T08:18:00.001-07:00

Anyway today was a sleepy day.

But the highlight for the day
was the 174 bus driver.
The bus bell kept ringing. The bus driver
uncle said in an Indian accent. Who press
the bell huh. It happened like 3-4 times
and there was this aunty commented "aiya
sometime people press wrongly mah". haha.
Then to my surprise this lady standing in
front of me was leaning against the
pole with the button on it. And she was flashing
her pits at the same time. GROSS!
I shall spare the details for the
sake of the reader's mind.

2008-03-15T10:08:00.001-07:00

2008-03-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

The fun starts this Monday with our final assignment.

Anyway I just watched STEP UP 2
with the peeps. Its crazy man.
The dance steps are like wooohhhooo..

Alright that's all for now.

2008-02-29T09:31:00.000-08:00

Its 1.32am. And I'm up doing work. Falling
into my own arms, finding cushion to cuddle in.
Lacking sleep and rest and fun.
What can i do?
Chase after the passion God has given me
and fulfilling the responsibilities I have in
hand.

I need a new computer or a mac bk.
Saving $$ for it. Wonder if it'll happen.
Anyways I'm almost typing this with my eyes closed.

Later people.

2008-02-20T07:43:00.000-08:00

I was walking home from the bus
stop which is 10 min from my house. The wind
was blowing and it was windy. The air smells
fresh and nice. Suddenly I stopped
and I felt weak. And I realized
that God was BIG.

2008-02-18T07:35:00.000-08:00

Attended Jame's mom funeral just now.
Many great stories about this lady.

Well i remember once when i was very small.
My mom left me at home alone. She went
to fetch my sister from school.
I cried and cried non stop till
she got home. I even wanted to
go out of the house and find my mom.

I don't know why suddenly I talk about this.

Anyway I was asking jo chua.
How does heaven look like. She reply
me saying heaven is so high, we look down
from above and the people will be so small.

2008-02-03T18:51:00.000-08:00

I was worshiping and came across this
MV by hillsong.
SUPER COOL!!

2008-01-28T06:40:00.000-08:00

so funny la!!!!

2008-01-26T04:23:00.001-08:00

2008-01-25T08:56:00.001-08:00

2008-01-12T10:51:00.000-08:00

This is one of the Taiwan show which
I love most. Well i watch it because I like
the story and the leading actress is PRETTY!!!
Big eyes and long curly hair and
small shoulder and skinny. haha. Anyway this is just
my own preference of a girl.

Wonder if fairytale exist in reality.

Next show when I'm free.
Coffee Prince.

2008-01-04T09:26:00.000-08:00

2008-01-02T21:43:00.000-08:00

2008-01-01T18:53:00.000-08:00

Some of my work in 2007.

Monochrone

abstract

black and white

full color

2008-01-01T03:39:00.000-08:00

Canon in D is super nice.
Every time I listen to it it moves me and brings me places.

Just want to share it with the people reading my blog.

2008-01-01T01:00:00.000-08:00

New year has come
the fun we share
the memories we store in our mind
are there to stay

bring out the past and we'll have a laugh
knowing how our friendships were built
marks the day of happiness

Oh how i wish we were young

haha.. we were jamming and someone
said write a song. haha. so a few of us
wrote some songs for ourself.

Anyway school is starting next week.
I don't really miss school. haha.
But i miss the journey going to school. Taking
bus and travelling.

Thank God for this December holiday.
Though i didn't rest at all, but its
GREAT TIME!!

YEAH BABY YEAH!!!!

2007-12-30T09:08:00.001-08:00

Some pictures in the year 2007.

Posing for model shoot.

The pouting girls

Drinking in secret.

Xing Jiong Gu Shuo Look

Xing Jiong Gu Shuo Look

2007-12-29T09:04:00.000-08:00

Its been 1 month since i posted!!
Times fly really fast.
well update a bit.

Things i did during this holiday.

1.) went to Thailand for the first 2 weeks
2.) help out in church for the Christmas event
3.) attended the baptism
4.) attended YCITE Camp

I misses all the events that happen during this
holiday. YCITE camp was so powerful. Life's
transformed and life's changed. New
insight in God's word.

what makes you a son of God??
to where to whom to what to who will you belong?

thailand photos will be uploaded once i get it.

2007-11-14T07:20:00.000-08:00

Homeworks. Assessment coming.
Work not finish. Church ministry to run.

Be still and know that I am God!

2007-11-10T12:15:00.000-08:00

Holidays nearing in 3 weeks!!! yeahhh!
Been looking back these
4 months. The things that God
taught me, the life example that
i've seen, the fun time I have with
people, the wrong choices that
I made, the things in life.

The most important on
earth is loving God and loving people.
I want to know God intimately.
YA.

This will be my post till i finish my assessment
2 weeks from now.

Peace.

2007-10-26T09:12:00.000-07:00

Is the bible a treasure??
True or False?

Answer is False. The bible is a treasure
map. The treasure is in the bible
itself. We have to dig for the treasure if we
want to have it.

Just some insight i receive
from a bible study group.
Anyway my holidays are
coming and so is my first
assessment for this term. Plus
lots of homework to touch up and
finish.

Can't wait for the holidays!!!

2007-10-13T09:43:00.000-07:00

Tooooo many work in sch.
Too many commitments outside sch.
What should i do.
Steeping down in commitments
means i'll have to go through
some long talking and explaining why
why why why.
I need time more time to
finish my work!!!!!!
And i want to hang out with the
thursday group too.

2007-10-10T05:41:00.000-07:00

Artist are people who spend a lot
of money on their materials
to do their work but earn
very little. Its only after they die then
are their painting worth a lot.
Had dinner with sam and miao and
may and alwyn yesterday at LJS ps.
And sam said that.
Whether its true or not, we artist
are doing things we're passionate
about and find freedom in doing it.

2007-10-02T20:41:00.000-07:00

I love the guitar solo.
Its crazy and it ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!!

Guys we should jam this song someday.

2007-10-01T10:32:00.000-07:00

On sunday, jia hao, eugene , edward,
lester and me were jamming
songs back in the 90s. It was
fantastic. We were singing and
laughing at the stairs on 6th floor.
Really brings back memories.
Knowing that you're
getting old too. haha.

2007-10-01T09:24:00.001-07:00

Its my study break for a week and
I'm like missing sch. Well i think i
miss the people and the lessons.
Funny ya. I can't believe I'm
actually missing school.

long day with many work. busy
but still happy. I suppose
foundation year is busy. Can't wait
for a time or a day or a week
without homework.

I misses my sleep.
I misses time to play bass.
I misses watching movie.
I misses staying over friend's place.

the almost look alike twin sister

Gathering

they tried tying my hair

jos

me and stephanie

Kitty [malilsa's cat. She's super fat and
her fur is super soft. Its like long and soft.]

My friend drew this while
doing his work. Cool huh.

bell and stephanie

I love my classmates!!!

Need more pictures with church people.

2007-09-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

hmm. alright post time.
I've got a week of 'holiday' next week.
that week is for us to finish up our work.
ya..

today we had a special lesson. we are
to lie down on the grass patch in our sch
and close our eyes and feel the
breathing of the air going into and out
of our lungs. We are to write down
what we see when we close
our eyes. It sounds like meditation.
But it was few years back. They actually use
that method to let students feel relax.

anyway off to bed now.. photos coming soon.

2007-09-22T10:45:00.000-07:00

NEVER LET ME GO

Verse 1
In the shadows my spirit weak
Love broke the darkness and lifted me
And I know you'll never let me go

Verse 2
In the storm in the raging sea
Love conquered the fear and delivered me
And I know you'll never let me go

Chorus
Oh love in the shadows
Be the light who leads me on
You're love I will follow
Be my guide, you're will be done
Oh Lord

Verse 3
In the arms of the one unseen
Love carried the cross that was meant for me
And I know you'll never let me go

Bridge
Oh love I surrender, now forever I'll be loved
In the love of the father, you are faithful you are strong
So hold me now, hold me now, hold me now

Verse 4
Nothing in this life has walked these streets
Love opened my eyes show me what you see
And I know I'll never let you go

I need You O LORD.

2007-09-14T19:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday cell time sharing. We
had to touch on our quiet time
with God. So i shared mine.
Is OIA a friday cell thing or
is it our whole life. Because for me,
i've compromise on memorizing
the scriptures. Everytime after cell, those
scriptures will just be chuck away
somewhere. And the Holy Spirit
showed me and asked me. So is
OIA a friday cell thing just as
sunday is a church thing.

After last saturday YWAM sermon, it
struck me. God is looking for singaporeans
to hunger for him and having
a relationship with Him. He's preparing his
bridegroom for the end times.
Are we the singaporeans?

2007-09-11T10:07:00.000-07:00

Things are better but still busy. Management
to acquire some time management
skill through try and error. haha.
My study week is coming soon. In
2 weeks time. YEAH!!!! Which
means i can touch up my
work!! YEAH YEAH!!
I love doing art stuff. So ya.
haha.
Especially spraying or painting
murals.

Blind drawing class

Isn't she sweet. 'awwwww'

2007-09-07T21:34:00.000-07:00

its great to look back at memories.
busy with work and haven't got a chance
to meet up with the peeps.
Miss it man.

But today was great. Having time to spend
with God and reading His word.
Repenting of the hidden sins.
Its just refresh.
Reading back on the card that the
peeps gave me on my
birthday and watching this
comedy called 'Hannah Montana'
makes my day.
Remind me of what's laughter and friends.
hahahahahaha.

Guess i need to stop pouring all
my work at the last min.
Planning time man.
I'm just bad at that. Like
the dead sea man. It floats an things
just gets messy. lol. Alright got to go finish
some work now.
Thankx guys.

MISS HANGING OUT WITH YOU
ALL.

2007-09-07T09:12:00.000-07:00

Having different thoughts are alright.
Boy who had problem
with violence
thoughts. Because of his
visual sense, he's able to
see it in his mind and not knowing
that its there at times. Turning away and
not looking at his pass he struggle
through the moment he
closes his eyes.
Prayfully, he holds on to the
truth of God and stand firm
on it.

2007-08-31T21:25:00.000-07:00

Alright one real fast post. Rushing
homework now. Anyway school
has been fun and fun and errmm
fun.. haha.. k k.. stop being
lame here. haha.

I thank God for the friends
i have as my classmates. They are
really fun people and crazy sometimes.
There's this guy in my class.
He used to be a boxer.
And he can do 40 chin up in one go.
Cool huh.
Dun mess with him.

And there's stephanie aka the
dark eye girl. Because she paint
her eye lids super duper dark. O well
its just her.

hmmm. I can forsee the future weeks
to be stack with more sch work.
The mountain is coming soon.

2007-08-23T11:47:00.000-07:00

Lots of work piling up now.
Will try my best to update
and post pictures.
:)

2007-08-19T08:27:00.000-07:00

Realize that i've been feeling
a bit insecure after i
have started sch.
Don't like to be alone and need
to do something to keep myself busy.
What am i coming to?
hmmm..

Anyway i think i'll be lacking lots of sleep
in the future. haha. projects
and projects.
Foresee it.

2007-08-17T10:14:00.000-07:00

was walking home from the
bus stop. And talking to God about
what I'm studying. Am thinking
about what I'm going to work
as after I graduate. lol.
k k. Its tooooooooooo
early to think about that la. haha.
Anyway the respond.
"Just follow me and I'll lead
you to the place."

Sometimes it seems much
easier to say then do it. Well I
suppose that's part of life.
And there's this thing which must be
included to make it happen. The word is
Faith.

2007-08-15T08:43:00.001-07:00

Listening to old Christian songs.
Miss them man. Example "Here I Am To Worship"
"Enough" "Our Love Is Loud" etc...
Brings back memories and
time with God.

Friday shall start our first lesson. Can't wait.

2007-08-14T09:23:00.001-07:00

Yup. The world is going in a negative
road. Every time when a
situation arrives, words that are
being proclaimed are negative.
Words are powerful.
Was thinking about may's entry.

Many people study the scriptures and
knowing all the knowledge. They
clam all the promises of God.
They declare God's truth.
But yet their life is empty and unfulfilled.
God didn't come to the earth and
die for us so we can study the
scriptures. He came so He
can have relationship with us. Not
study the scriptures and study and study.
Sometimes we're worshiping the bible
instead of God himself. Its a very thin
line between it. So watch your heart
and ask the Holy Spirit to search the heart.

You diligently study the Scriptures because you think
that by them you possess eternal life. These are the
Scriptures that testify about me, yet you
refuse to come to me to have life. John 5:39-40

Sch was good. Made some new friends and
making more still. lol. Lesson officially starts on
friday.

There's this cool grass patch that's super comfortable
to sit and lie on. You guys must come and visit it someday.

Hope that God will give a job that has right
timing for me.

2007-08-13T08:46:00.000-07:00

This is a pic of my friend's friend.
Hmm. Which is my friend too.
Can't really see it clearly.
will take a clearer pic when get the chance.

Anyway I love this song by U2.

All I Want Is You

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want
Your story to remain untold

But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you'll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say you'll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...

2007-08-12T08:47:00.000-07:00

10 weird habits

1) I laugh very loud and high pitch.

2) I bounce when i hear music.

3) I appreciate and marvel at God's creation.

4) I take 30 min to 1 hour deciding what to wear.

5) I take awhile to answer a person when he/she
ask me a quesion.

6) My brain runs slow.

7) I can make 4 toes.

8) My skin are quite stretchable.

9) I forget what i want to say if i don't say it.

10) I get hungry easily and when I'm hungry i snack a lot.

2007-08-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the
next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN
NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU
SAY ?
- Everyday

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
- Reachdown

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Jesus Come

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Iris

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Feel it... lol

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Inhaler

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Higher Prelude

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- Iris

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Southampton

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
- King Of Majesty

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Now that You're Near

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Torn

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
-I Surrender To You

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Who Am I

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Mighty To Save.. LOL!!!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
-Your Amazing Grace

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Everburn.. LOL!!! "This is funny"

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Somewhere Over The Rainbow & What A Wonderful World

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- Evermore

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- SuperGirl.. "This is not true."

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Wei Lian Gu Bao

Alright i find the 2nd last one is
totally funny.. lol.. anyway hope
you guys enjoy.. lol..

2007-08-08T09:46:00.000-07:00

Monday Starting School!
Anyway i'm rather excited
and yet sad. No more waking
up late in the morning.

Anyway i found out there's
something which i cannot live
without. That's Christian MUSIC.
I was totally lost and blur without
music today.

Tml is badminton day!!
sleep early but i know tml
i'll still be sleepy.. lol..

Wave.

2007-08-04T09:11:00.000-07:00

We receive a note today in cell
from our beloved Pastor.

NEVER AGAIN!!
Will i say things that
goes against your truth O Lord.

That's the title. NEVER AGAIN...

Was watching my mom do her stuff
and my dad do his stuff. Thinking
to myself why are they so satisfy
with the way they are living now. Don't they
want to upgrade themselves? I struggle
with this question for many years.
Till today the Holy Spirit showed me.

My parents are the people i respect most
and love second most. Though sometimes there's
some disagreement. I still love them. I still
want to see them in heaven. They are the pioneer
of this country.

The story that my dad told me everytime when i was
young was during their time, money was hard to earn and
my granny was sells vegetables on the street. Hardly was
there ever good food to eat. When there was a fruit that's rotten,
my dad was taught not to throw away but to eat it.
Coz its fruit anyway. hahaha. Till now, he still sometimes
tell me those stories. I find it sometimes i don't want to
hear it. But now i realize why he kept telling me.

Do not take advantage of what you have now. For during their
time, they had none of these. Now i realize why my parents
are comfortable with the way they live. Coz they really
treasure these times. Coz they never had these times when they
were young. My mom loves to nap a lot and enjoy peaceful time
at home. My dad loves to watch Cantonese drama shows [TVB Production]
They had never have these when they were young. So
now they are enjoying it.

But the thing i always cry in my room when my door
is closed and everyone is asleep is
"Lord I Pray For Salvation For My Family"
I want to see them coming to church.
And I want to see the alter in my home break into half.
God pour your Power, Presence into my home.
I do not know when they will go away.
Of all the people i know, my parents are the people i
really want to see coming to church.

Alrighty got to go sleep now.
English worship=Wake up
lloll......

2007-08-02T21:33:00.000-07:00

School starting in a weeks time.
Time passes really slow for
me. 1 week is like super slow.

Anyway i saw matt on thursday
night. He was wearing FBT!!! Oh
Gosh!! I can't believe my eyes.
haha..

At the mean time i'm
doing t-shirts design contest.
Later peeps.

2007-07-29T09:46:00.000-07:00

Bad news.. The previous design
the person say cannot. Because it's not
in solid colors. I love that a lot.
Anyway i change to this design instead.
Same concept with different design.
Kinda like it too.

2007-07-26T21:05:00.001-07:00

Doing some t-shirt design contest thing at the mean time.

Starting school in 2 weeks time.
Gonna miss these times
with the peeps. I'm having this
funny feeling thingy. School is starting
and its going to be busy busy. And all
those memories that
we had. Gonna miss it for sure.

All the way to a degree in graphic design.

2007-07-19T23:17:00.000-07:00

sry guys for the late update. was
in Hong Kong. Enjoy
the pics during nuo's birthday.

May with her usual pose. lol
World Peace.

Guys of class 090707

Gals of class 090707

1st date of their life.

Big eyes, cross eyes??
hmmm...

Prom night 090707

Posing for Head and
Shoulders Shampoo Ad

Class of 090707 with our DM

2007-07-08T07:33:00.000-07:00

alright peeps.. another few more hours
and i'm flying off to Hong Kong
with sam cho. Can't wait. lol.
Will be back on friday
1150pm singapore time.
So if you peeps want to receive me
can come.. lol.. sms me if you people want anything
do transfer the $ to my account
then i'll use mastercard to swap it..
haha.. alright.. got to go no.. see you all on friday.

2007-07-04T20:24:00.000-07:00

Life is meant to be enjoy.
Dun worry so much.

2007-07-04T20:01:00.000-07:00

Had been watching GTO and waterboys.
Funny drama and movie.

How i wish there were teachers
who would go into the lifes
of students and be a friend
to them. Listening to their problems,
playing with them, movies, arcades etc..
Solving their deep hurt issues, problems.

Anyway school is starting in few 5 weeks time.
Can't week for it.

2007-06-23T09:45:00.001-07:00

Queenie's collection of soft toys
[monkey family plus ginger bread man plus lamb]

Pretty gals in Ky

Sam Simpson with the Simpson

Oh oh. This is funny. We were playing win
lose or draw in cell. And anton had to draw
ian and joel.

Yup and i got my Montana cans
from the U.S.

Durians. Ran out of picture to post.

Most of us are helping out at
BIG HOO HA.
Rushing through lots of things.
[ Games , Banners design , admin etc etc]

2007-06-21T20:20:00.000-07:00

2007-06-21T09:53:00.000-07:00

today highlight was sam
taking a pic with the
Simpson. Bit slow
in loading the pic so will
upload it another time.

Fantastic 4 was a hmmm
good show. lol.
Its just that the last part when
silver surfer brought sue back to life
looks so unreal. lol
I just find that part bit unreal.

Went to church for big hoo ha. Drew
few banners design for the tribes.
Going to paint them tml.
Got to sleep now.
Need my hours man [sleep]

2007-06-19T08:58:00.000-07:00

old_self : Hey i'm going to take control a bit k.

new_self : Can't I want to live to the fullest

old_self : It'll feel good.. just like old times..

new_self : nah... I'll not let you take over. Life is
too fun to let you take over.

old_self : I want to... argggghhh..

new_self : Ain't going to give in without a fight.

old_self : Bring it on.

new_self : Alright.. Come on.. I'll beat you up...

Don't we have those times. When 2 sides
wants to dominate our lifestyle. haha..
Which one do you give in to?

Things that happen today
- went down to church
- won 2 games of winning eleven with anton against joel and jason
- ate bird nest when i got home
- body is tired
- love chippy snacks at raffles city basement
- met sam cho to get big hoo ha resources
- dinner at chin chin
- snack a lot

Alright nitezzz peeps
going to orh orh

2007-06-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

Just had a conversation with Sam cho

benwu: So Wednesday confirm meeting ah

Sam cho: Maybe la

benwu: Your maybe izzit cannot one

Sam cho: Aiya i dunoo also.. Ask you
ah.. how do you know if
you will shit tml.

benwu: Tml i confirm will shit one

Sam Cho: No lor.. what if your mother don't allow you to shit.

benwu: No lor.. don't talk nonsense la.. tml
confirm will shit one.

We ended this conversation when both of us
say "okok enough of the nonsense."
We were talking about what material
to use for the big hoo ha resource.
We were a bit sianzz.
That's what happen when sam and ben are together
and both are a bit sian.
Wonder what's going to happen on the trip.

Can't wait for HK.. hehe

2007-06-17T08:01:00.000-07:00

Beloved little sister
[Wendy and me]

Look at us.. [flaring our nostrils]

Crime Scene 1

Crime Scene 2

J&J

Hope you peeps were entertain.

2007-06-15T09:05:00.000-07:00

Wrote this during Thursday
quiet time in Jyc camp.

Give to You all
Desire, Passion, Love
Take me Lord for
Once I fell
Ran away abandon You.
Shun from You.
Litter did I know
Am falling away
Litter did I know
Your Grace holds me
Bring me to Your side
My love
How wretched I have been
Your love remains the same
Like waterfall it flows
How deep is the
Father's love

2007-06-10T19:55:00.000-07:00

Mervyn says OOF

Snorting pig of YC